Tuesday, 22 March 2016

Pissed Off

This morning I felt pissed off....

  • Why can't I be a responsible moderate drinking?  
  • Why me? 
  • Why does the wine demon live in me?  
  • Why can't I live without Wine Monday, Wine Tuesday, Wine Wednesday, Wine Thursday, Wine Friday, Wine Saturday AND Wine Sunday
  • Why must I drink whole bottles
  • Why, why, why???
It was a 'woe is me' moment and only 3 days into my blog!  

I also started to think, ah blow it - I should just start after my weekend away with friends, why start with a wine weekend in front of me!  May as well go out with a bang.    

Anyhow I pulled my head out of my arse and kept myself together....I can do this, I can stay sober on my weekend away.    

So this weekend away (the 4 day wine tour weekend freaking me out), I am setting some goals for myself

  • Moderation!  
  • 3 drinks a day max!  Prove my blog name wrong
  • Start the evenings alcohol free....chances are I will keep going if I am enjoying myself and find I don't need alcohol
  • If the mixers come out, pretend to join in, but don't put the shots in my drink (I am not ready to tell my friends my problem drinking yet)
  • If things look like they might get messy, have a shower, get in pjs and go to bed earlier than everyone else 
  • Enjoy being the sober person
  • Enjoy remembering things in the morning
  • Enjoy not feeling guilty the next morning
  • Enjoy the last wine, as this weekend is it
  • Enjoy the new me!   

   

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