The Last Hurrah

Okay, so moderation didn't really happen on the wine weekend.   I failed in that department.....so let call that one the last hurrah before kicking the booze to the curb.

So what did I learn/modify over the weekend???

Positive

• I mixed cider with wine drinking, which slowed me down
• I listened to my body and when I felt like I was tipping over I stopped
• I kept well away from the spa pool - that thing dehydrates you like a bitch
• I brought home 4 bottles of olive oil from tastings, not 4 bottles of wine!
• I sat wine tastings out to keep in control 

Negative

• I am sick of waking up in the morning and saying to hubby "were I okay last night", due to memory loss
• I spent a lot of energy worrying about getting too drunk because I am scared of myself
• I still drank A LOT! and I am starting to worry about what that is doing to my body

So in summary - I've become scared of myself when I drink!